Сегодния ужасный день. Почему? Потому что я говорю по русскии ОЧЕНЬ плохой! Я не могу. Я не понимаю. Я не помню слова по русскии. Мне не нравится разговор класс.
I know there are several grammatical mistakes in that but eh. So today was a bad day. I don’t fully understand what is going on in class. I know that I am at the bottom of the class when it comes to Russian. Everyone is better than me and it is clearly evident to the whole class. I’m horrible and everything synonymous with that. It’s bad. I know. I’ve learn so much but nothing ever sticks and everything is forgotten. Walking home, I felt so miserable and I wanted to cry. To cheer myself up I bought this little slice of пицца с баконом (pizza with bacon) and watched Modern Family. That only made me feel slightly better.
Overall it was just a bad day. I wish I was better at this damn language and I kind of felt like quitting it all earlier. Desperately, I wanted to go home earlier but that urge seems to have disappeared…for now. Right before starting this post, I was chitchatting with my boyfriend on Skype and it was great to hear his voice. Of course, I told him about my day and I felt a lot better. He always makes me feel better.
I need a pocket sized Leo (my boyfriend’s name), so I always have someone to cheer me up.
Things will get better. I dedicate more time to studying new words and I practice with my host mom. Progress is slow but it’s better than none. I was actually surprised at how fast I wrote that little tidbit in Russian in the beginning of this post.
Well I am off to studying some more and then curling up in bed to read Dracula with my stuffed animal, Little Labbit. He is my bed buddy.